Wednesday, January 9, 2008

frustration...*

i'm a little frustrated with the world today :/..

so much going on in my mind
i don't want to worry about anything anymore :@...

i have so much plans for my future plans that are really important to me.. and in them i include every single person that means a LOT to me.. i try so hard not to forget about them when i'm planning because i want them to know they're important in my life and they're in my future too.. at least in my plans.. and i don't want to let them go because they're part of me now..

and i get so frustrated because i'm starting to notice that none of them have me in they're plans.. they're just planning their future without thinking of the people that care about them..
and i know it's not something bad because it's their future and they'll do wtvr they want with it
but why the hell do i care so much... it hurts.. and it's so difficult for me not to care about making them part of my life.. but i guess that's just me...

maybe this will make me learn that some people will not be there always...

i heard the other day in a song something that really made me wonder and nod as i heard..
"all good things must end... then again some things are far to good to go ahead and let go..."

so i guess that time will let me know what are those things...

3 comments:

cArLa M. said...

no te sientas excLuida porque no te mencionan.. depende de quien no es necesario decirte que estas incLuida.. se supone que Lo sepas ;)

acuerdate vamos a ver baLLenaaas.. bno tu a ver y yo a nadar!!

jajaja ♥

mcxl5 said...

hours before my grandma died she said to me..

"be selfish in life, because no one is going to look after you"

besides my family obviously..

but you have to learn to be selfish to keep yourself happy.

you can't be all things to all people. so be everything to yourself.

d3b...* said...

i know.. but it's difficult.. but i'll learn to do it the hard way =)... thanks i loved that message...*